Juivabeing

2008-05-09T01:12:00.001+08:00

Okay. I fucked the html.
I'm moving.

http://trevonlim.livejournal.com

Urge-s.

2008-05-09T00:59:00.002+08:00

I'm having the urge to shop.
I wanna clear my closet and fill them with new clothes.

I'm having the urge to exercise.
I wanna be fit and tanned, but i don't wanna become shorter.

I'm having the urge to finish the room modelling.
I wanna relax afterwards.

I'm having the urge to dye my hair.
I wanna keep my hair black-free.

I'm having the urge to be autistic.
I wanna be alone.

Life's a show.

2008-05-08T23:14:00.003+08:00

Everything i'm holding
is everything i can't let go.

Drama series isn't just shown on tvs. It's happening, in yours and my life.
And I'm looking forward to hearing the word 'cut'.
Seriously, being an actor sucks. Big time.
There's too many roles i have to play. So many that i don't know how to systemize em.

It hits me so fast,
So fast that I don't know how to react.
And now I'm lost.

Drained

2008-05-08T00:29:00.002+08:00

Drained, totally. Less than 7 hours of sleep and more than 12 hours of activities. Packed like sardines almost everyday.

This time round we shot at Vivocity. Crazy enough to be shooting scenes where we went into the 'pool' and then to the spot in the middle of the pool. The shot didn't worked though. Then there's like donkey numbers of couples all around the roof. Nice place to chill at night. But Charis claims that it's kinda cliche. Haha.

[Perhaps things aren't meant to be like this.]

School's a bitch.

2008-05-06T23:33:00.006+08:00

Sometimes i wished i had the ability,
to know what you are thinking.
Deciphering is just too tedious.

Haven't had much sleep ever since school started. Pretty drained nowadays though the amount of work is so much lesser compared to the previous semester. Just plain lazy.

So, i've been trying to complete the Camera & Lightings Effects assignment 1. Went to cityhall to try our luck. Managed to finish half of the work. Will be continuing tomorrow, hopefully.

Have been hanging out pretty often with WenXi, Jacelle and YeeMay. Kinda like getting hang of staying out to chill around. But sch's been pretty bitch to drain us out beforehand. So yea, looking forward for the holidays now. Haha. Contradicting as always.

[Pardon the image quality. Taken using hp.]

Chichi has been pretty well fed i guess. It looks so much better than the 1st time we saw it. Hah. Oh yea, i still haven't get the hammock and wheel for it yet. It's getting fat and lazy. (._.)

I guess i shall turn in now. Getting kinda drowsy. Shall blog again soon. (:

Wish come true.

2008-05-03T03:06:00.005+08:00

If everything were to come true,
there's no need for wishes.

If i never met you,
would i even ask myself,
is this love,
and would i even,
wanna wish to give you all you need,
to get U in return?

If my wish didn't come true,
does it mean i'll never,
ever gonna have a chance,
to hold you,
to keep you by my side,
to treasure you,
with all my heart?

If you're seeing this,
would you wanna bring 'wishes' to extinction?

I wish,
because it'll never come true.

I'm starting to feel the stress. Stress on the need to get my engines started.

[Things are getting out of control.]

New Member.

2008-04-21T22:15:00.011+08:00

Introducing my new family member...

Don't-know-is-it-a-chinchilla-or-not! *claps*

Look at that little creature.

'Just stop taking my photos' -grabs the cage-

The Cage.

Well.. I spent almost 50 bucks yesterday on all the accessories and food.

300 ml Water Bottle
Chinchilla Main Food
Soft Timothy Hay
2 Wooden Fix-Yourself Platforms
2 Small Locks
Last but not least, Dust Bath Powder.

But i'm short of some stuffs.

Hammock (something like a cloth hanging on top for it to sleep on)
Wheel (can't find one that's big enough for him)
Treats! (from what i know, chins like dried roses and raisins)

Hmm. Well i shall go into explaining how i got this cute little furry thing in that big smelly cage. (You can skip this part though.)

Initially my sister called and asked if i want a chinchilla. I was ecstatic of cos. Who wouldn't want that cute little thing? And then she mentioned that her friend's friend gave her friend 3 chins, including a male (father) and 2 females (mother & daughter). As we know that most rodents don't live as a family forever, it's either the mother or the father has to be separated. So my sis picked the male one.

Despite me telling her friend that chinchillas cannot be water-bathed, she carried on doing it after she hung my phone. How great. I was so damn afraid they might fall sick and die. The moment i saw it in my house, i was like 'wth is this?!'. The water baths made his fur look cluttered as though he's very sick.

And after comparing so many photos of the real chinchilla and the one that's in my cage, there's a vast difference. It doesn't look like a chinchilla at all. Maybe not at all, just that they both have bushy tails, round body and almost of the same size. Yea, i know something's not right. So i checked many websites and i finally found 1.

There's this person who posted a picture of a creature she found. It looks like a chinchilla and also a rat. Many replied saying it's a bushy-tailed woodrat or a degus or a jird. So i looked them up and bushy-tailed woodrat fits most of the criteria it has. So yea, now i'm wondering if mine is a woodrat. But i'm still confused. Mine looks bigger and body is much rounder. The paws of this little thing looks almost like the paws of a chin. Seriously, i have no idea what it is.

Yea, many would tell me to bring to a vet. Transportation is 1 thing and money is another. My mum wouldn't want me to spend a hundred bucks on checking what the heck it is. Moreover, i like my mum to continue thinking it's a chinchilla (which is why she allowed me to keep it). Haha.

I still remembered my sis brought back a chihuahua and my mum was so furious that she won't let her in unless she returns it to her friend. And that was like midnight. Poor thing. But partially it's my fault. :P Cos i wanted it what.

Alrights. Enough of blabbering. Gonna turn in early for sch. Hahs. Shall blog more about 'chichi' , the name given to him by my sis (reason being he has kukubird), next time. Tata.

[我已经分不清，你是友情还是错过的爱情。]

Boring lessons, boring days, boring life.

2008-04-17T22:59:00.002+08:00

Went to get my specs and CPU just now. Like finally i'm able to see the board clearly again.
And yes, i miss my desktop. Now it's so much faster than laptops. (._.)

Hrm. Seriously, i'm very very bored. There's nothing to do most of the time. Sigh. What else can i do than to play games and study. Is life that boring at this age? Ain't i suppose to be having fun before i even step into the working society? Bah. So depressing.

Anyway, lessons have been alright. Just that i didnt quite understand the pre-production lessons. Still not used to their accents. And i don't get anything he's saying at all. Another depressing issue. Sigh.

[Who would accept the way i am?]

When.

2008-04-15T18:15:00.002+08:00

I'm confused.
Is that the only solution for me?

I guess so.
But when?

School's not helping me at all. I need to be occupied. Fully occupied. And maybe i can get a job. To stop zuoboing. Sigh.

[I'm going nowhere.]

Tomorrow.

2008-04-14T00:12:00.009+08:00

Yes. Tomorrow school reopens!

Hmm. Today is probably the first time i'm spending so much. 200 bucks at one go.
Gotten a bag, 2 shirts and a laptop case. But seems like the case is too big for my mac. Again.

You gave me hopes.
And you crushed them all.

Now i need a heartwash.
To wash away the feelings i had before.

[I'll never understand you.]

Breaking free.

2008-04-13T03:22:00.003+08:00

I miss 2D and 3D Art classes. Sigh.
Hope that lessons will be still as fun as before.

Suddenly have this urge of doing alot of crazy stuffs. Probably feeling that 18 is no longer young. Not much time to waste anymore. (._.)

I want green, blue or grey hair. Or.. or maybe RED!

[Time to break free.]

Yayness.

2008-04-11T03:17:00.004+08:00

~~The insignificance of my existence.~~
I know i'm not alone now.

Cause school's starting! Woohoo.

Well, i'm probably nuts but

No more rotting at home.
Homework to occupy myself.
Fun lessons coming up! (I hope.)
This semester should be less stress ya. (I seriously hope so.)

So 'yays' to school reopening!

[Don't throw darts at me anymore. I'm no longer a dartboard.]

2008-04-09T00:35:00.002+08:00

A fullstop marks the end of the sentence.

I love you.

Give him a chance.

2008-04-05T03:35:00.003+08:00

He did changed,
it's just that others didn't change their perceptions of him,
thus assuming his reasons for doing certain things according to what they perceive him as.

[Once wrong doesn't mean it's the end.]

It's gone.

2008-04-03T23:31:00.004+08:00

The shih tzu i've been obsessed over is sold today. Right before our eyes. Sigh. The 2 months' old shih tzu is so cute luh. (._.)

Then there's like so many types of terriers left. But not interested in them. Saw 2 adult shih tzu waiting to be groomed. Conclusion: shih tzus are forever cute, doesn't matter if it's a pup or not.

Bad weather today. So took the chance to buy a pair of new slippers.

-In Mandarin-

Me: I bought new slippers.
Sis: Show me.
Me: There, at the shoe rag.
Sis: Huh. Can get $12.50, you buy $49.90. But fake. *grins*

Forever the same old pattern. (._.)"

[Do my opinions even matter to you?]

Puppy?

2008-04-02T01:14:00.013+08:00

Now i want a Shih Tzu.
Saw one at Vivo. I was looking at it for like 1 hour in the pet shop.

Looks something like this.

I swear i'll get one, one day.

Even though i saw the way it gobbled up the food was like "Not enough! *continues licking the bowl as if it'll generate more food*" , it still look as adorable.

Just look at the face luh.

Even though it may look nasty at times.

But it's too cute to resist.

2008-04-01T00:59:00.001+08:00

I need painkillers.

[The wound splits open once more.]

Only if.

2008-03-31T23:52:00.014+08:00

Only if i didn't make that decision,
I'd be seeing your smiles, hearing your laughters everyday.

Only if i were more tolerant,
I'd not have let you suffered all the craps.

Only if i listened,
I'd have been much successful.

Only if love was that simple,
I'd have given all i have, just for you.

[Only if i have all the only ifs.]

2008-03-30T23:11:00.001+08:00

I want a hamster.

Seriously.

[I guess it lost its importance.]

Mio Sucks.

2008-03-27T22:14:00.003+08:00

Damn bored. Damn fucked up with Singtel's Mio. Sucks badly.

I don't know what else can i do other than facing the com and psping 24/7. I'm going blind already.

[How do i define us?]

2008-03-24T01:43:00.003+08:00

Gee. Suddenly i have this urge to make myself look better. As in dress up and stuffs la.

So first in my list will be...

Getting a fit built.

Seriously, looking down at my tommy is really very depressing. Perhaps when i have trained enough, my chest (ahem) won't be so prominent.
More clothes please!

Urm. If any of you plan to have any gifts for me on special occasions, i'd love you loads if it's anything that can be fixed, hung, pasted, sticked onto my body. (:

And yaya, anyone wanna go shopping? And knows where to get really nice and -ahem- cheap stuffs?
New hairstyle + colour.

Yes. Very important indeed. First impression counts. So i need something that really suits me.
Body waxing?! (._.)

Urm. Well i shouldnt elaborate on this.

All of the above are just some daydream thoughts. So aha. A stupid post.

2008-03-23T02:41:00.008+08:00

This is like the best birthday i ever had.. best..
So best that it makes me feel like a fool.

I'm giving myself a second thought. Maybe i shouldn't take this path anymore.
So many things i couldn't overcome. So many things i realised they ain't easy at all.

Yes, love can make you braver. But this love is making me blind from knowing what is right and what is wrong.

Each time i see how the elders react to us, i feel damn guilty. Guilty of not appreciating what they've done for us.

And everytime i start to think how my parents will react to me, i feel like killing myself. Seriously. I don't know what i'll do if they start chasing me out of the house. Or start to stay away from me. I feel like a good for nothing. I don't know why i'm always like that.

I guess it's just me. I can't do what i know is wrong. I just can't. Don't ask me why.
Is this abnormal? I feel like i'm having some disease. It's really making me very depressed.

I need a psychiatrist.

[But i'm very sure of my feelings.]

2008-03-22T15:20:00.001+08:00

I'm officially a 100% guai kia.
I'm bored.

Any birthday hugs, kisses?

2008-03-21T00:51:00.002+08:00

I don't know what am i thinking. One moment i wish to get it back. One moment i'm thinking i should not. I don't know what to do.

Feel like digging out the fucking heart and remove the nerves that affect our emotion. Maybe by then i'd live better than now.

The little actions really makes me smile. I'm losing control already.

Haiz. How?

What's real and what's not?

2008-03-18T23:25:00.006+08:00

My life is like a drama show now. Do people show me the true sides of themselves or do they play a different role in front of me? I really don't know how to differentiate what's real and what's not.

The feeling is so unreal. What is he or she trying to tell me?
I'm really confused.

If i'm a bad guy, why bother treating me like a normal guy. Are you trying to tell me actually i'm good? Or am i just a pill to cure your loneliness?

Do i have to continue being the bad guy? When can i stop being one? And if people were to be aware of your stand, what about me? Do i deserve to be thrown aside to rot? Or maybe i'm meant to be one?

I have my weakness. No determination, no guts. Do you think i can gain them overnight? I'm pessimistic. I know. But i thought for the future. I do. I know i don't know how to balance between negatives and positives. But i don't know what to do.

Does that mean it's the end of my life? I can't do anything anymore?
When can you stop stepping on my head, crashing my heart, and telling me i'm hopeless?

Only when i become a determined and confident person? I think that'd never happen. So that means i'm meant to be condemned.

If i had a wish to be granted, i won't wish myself to look better, i won't wish to become smarter, i won't wish anyone to be healthy forever. I'd wish to become confident and determined, so that i can show you people i'm not useless, i can make myself look better, become smarter, earn enough money and know how to keep everyone in my family healthy and happy.

[Are you an actor or are you not?]

New Stuffs

2008-03-17T15:11:00.009+08:00

I've got a new skin and ear piece for my baby. (:

Front

Back
(pardon the image quality)

Hmm but i wouldn't recommend any of you to go for the skin. Because from my pov, the touch of the console is quite important while gaming. Hmmm... I don't really know how to describe.

After the skin was there, somehow i don't like the feel of it anymore. It's kind of distracting ya. Wasted $18 bucks on it. (._.)

Results were out. Guess what? My gpa improved by 0.0190. Serious.

Teriyaki Chicken & Kushiyaki

Bento for dinner last night. I think Sakae has made quite alot of changes ya. The prices is one thing. There are so much more varieties in their menus compared to last time.
But the taste can be further improved. (:

I think i'm lucky. Cos i have my mighty K800i. It's stronger than any other phones i've used so far. I dropped it like donkey times, hit it like elephant times and scratched it like monkey times. But it's still working, even though sometimes it lags and hangs, and the camera isn't as good as before.

But still, i need a new phone. 5 MP? xD

[I really wonder what's on your mind.]

2008-03-16T02:29:00.002+08:00

I'm curious. Is there a limit to how much tears a person can produce?

2008-03-16T02:11:00.002+08:00

People say time can cure wounds.
But the process of passing time is making mine deeper.
How long will it take?

I understood many things now. Even though i may have experienced it before many times. I clearly understand now. Very clearly.

I understand many things are beyond what they think, what you think and what i think.
But if we think differently, how do we know what each other is thinking?

And if we don't know what each other is thinking, how do we get along, don't say get along. How do we even communicate with each other?

Tolerance i guess. But how much more can a person tolerate?

My world is turning round and round,
my mind keeps telling me i've had enough,
but who's there for me now?

I'm going insane.

Can't sleep, can't eat, can't stop thinking about it.

2008-03-14T16:28:00.002+08:00

1 meal a day
1 activity throughout the holidays
1 month to sch reopening

1 message from that
particular 1 person i'm waiting

1 more weeks and
1 day to my 18th years of nothing.

1 day i'm going to go insane

I don't know how many 1 days i have left.

Really.

2008-03-13T14:50:00.003+08:00

If that's really what you think of me, i suggest we don't ever contact anymore.
No point making yourself terrible to be in touch with such person like me.
Thanks for all the wonderful memories.
With love.

i can't.

2008-03-09T17:28:00.002+08:00

I'm giving up.

I'm sorry ...

[Ma'af, Saya Cinta Kamu]

2008-02-26T19:40:00.003+08:00

~~Sometimes~~, the feeling of being lonely is terrible.
It feels as if 6.65 billion of people around the world are having their backs facing you.
Am i going crazy?

Soon, i think.

POV

2008-02-22T00:32:00.003+08:00

If you seriously want someone to make changes / improve, the best way is to tell them straight. Maybe in a nicer tone.

I find that it's no use talking about it behind their backs. Do they have sensors or ears behind them? :l

That's my point of view, what about you?

2008-02-10T01:16:00.000+08:00

Why is it so hard for me to get your attention?

2008-01-07T21:46:00.000+08:00

I'm really dying, mentally.

I don't know whether i should learn to be more selfish or not. Or maybe i'm already selfish. I can't seem to satisfy others and myself.

What should i do? Someone tell me please.

I'm really really very tired. What choice am i left with?

All i want is

Dad to stop spending money on alcohol, cigarettes and i don't know what other not necessary stuffs. It's giving me headaches whenever mum complains to me about how much you can spend in 1 day and what other nonsense stuffs.
Mum to give me more freedom. I'm 17, i know how to take care of myself. I know what should do and what i shouldn't. Trust me please.
My family to be more concern about me, no matter academically or whatever. I really don't know what family love feels like. I don't know what it feels to be loved. I really don't. I just need a little concern, just a little, really.
My friends to be honest to me. Give me feedback, positive or negative. I really need to know what i should improve on and what i'm really like.
Myself to be more organised, less blur. It's getting on my nerves everytime i game till i don't know when to stop. I feel like stabbing myself whenever i crave for games.

I really have too much things i've been keeping to myself. I don't know how long more i can endure. To me, game is the only way to forget everything, like how drug addicts take drugs to relieve their stress. But i have no control over it. I hate it, seriously. But what can i do. I need someone to lean on, someone i can rely on. Just for a little while, a little while for me to rest on.

I'm tired, really tired.

[ I know i haven't been giving you what you really deserve. I give you all sorts of shits and insecurity. I'm confused whether i am even fit to take care of you, don't say you, even anyone. I myself can't take care of myself and i wish to be taken care of. I know it's my fault. It really is. I don't know what i can do for you. I know sorry mean nothing to you, or even anybody. Sorry can't cure your wounds, sorry can't make time reverse, sorry can't make us ignore the fact. I wish there's something i can do. To replace what i've neglected before... ]

BooHoo.

2007-12-03T19:37:00.001+08:00

New hair cut. Still virgin hair. :l
I want to dye my hair, seriously. What colour then. :/

Sentosa

2007-11-18T16:22:00.000+08:00

My sunshine. (:

2007-10-29T07:19:00.001+08:00

2007-10-08T23:50:00.000+08:00

Dear and YM came over as usual, to watch movie. And dear got me my lunch. (:

Hmm. The show wasn't very clear at showing it's storyline, so didnt enjoy much. But the graphics aren't bad. Left house at around 6+, fetch dear home. And she created the following picture. (:

7 days to sch reopening and less than 3 weeks to your O's. Jia you! (: Do have enough rest and water. Love ya.

R.I.P

2007-09-30T23:56:00.000+08:00

I'm here to resurrect my blog.

Haven't been enjoying much during this holidays. Everyday is as bored as reading essays. Sigh.

Facing the com, 12 hours. Sleep, 12 hours. No life, priceless.

3 more weeks to your war dear, persevere on, give your best shot. (;
Don't doubt your ability to do well.
I have faith in you.

Happy Birthday to my dar~ling.

2007-09-12T02:11:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday DEAR!

2007-09-10T23:09:00.000+08:00

Wallet lost, savings gone, got nothing but a swollen leg. Pay on the last day of the month. 6 days of insufficient sleep, 11 hours of work everyday, standing 7/8 of the time and all i got is this. What have i done wrong. I just wanted to do what i've promised. Cheebye.

Vans Slip On

2007-08-28T22:26:00.001+08:00

If any of you happen to see any of these 3 Vans slip on shoes, please please please inform me alright! (;

Insufficient sleep.

2007-08-28T02:45:00.000+08:00

I've only slept for 2+ hours last night and thus i shall turn in earlier today.

Woke up earlier at 8.30am+, feeling so lethargic. Met up with Charis and Julie at Semb MRT at 10am. First we went to Taka's coffee club then Clarke Quay's. Guess not many would wanna hire ppl with 1 or 2 months of commitment bah. So we landed at Orchard again and slacked.

We got our job at the Expo, i guess it's an event kind of thing. So we'll be helpers for TIMES from 4th - 10th sep. Right timing for me. :/ But working hours is kinda long. It's better than nothing rotting at home anyway. Btw, thanks Charis for the lobang.

Hmm. Jul left at 4 and we walked around, sort of window-shopped awhile. Can't find any shoes that i like yet. Even if i saw, i can't find the size for me. zZz. Can someone recommend any shops which sells nice nice sneakers (esp black and white ones) and possible to find SMALL sizes? I mean really small, but i'm not gonna make myself malu here. So, i'd really appreciate it if anyone can help me with this. (; Oh ya, i really wanted to buy the slip on ones (vans!). But it's just ~~impossible~~ difficult to find my size.

Oh well, dearest is having prelims right now, don't be stress k girl? I'd be praying for you every minute, every second, every millisecond. Love ya. (;

Anyway, i've put up a counter, so as to comfort myself that people do come to visit my blog. I think there's only my dear and one or two friends who visits my blog. So, if you're not mentioned above, why not place your little cursor to the tagboard on the left, type a few words and click that nearest "GO" button? (;

[Nothing else is beautiful when you've appeared in my life girl.]

Going blind?

2007-08-24T04:34:00.000+08:00

I think i'm going blind. Because the screen on my mac seems yellowish to me. And i've been mapling since... just very long ago. :/

Got bored of mapling cos of some unpleasant experience just now and thus i started doodling my pics with PHOTOSHOP. Bwahahaha. The feeling is just great. Especially when you're soooooooooo pleased with the pics you've edited. Bwahahaha. It may not seem like "WOAH" to you guys, but i'm satisfied with it. (;

Before

After

Maybe some of you will say "what's the diff?!". Well, lemme tell you this, the diff is, i feel GREAT.

Okay, that was lame. Anyway, i think i should start doodling with Maya to gain more satisfaction. (;

[I'm willing to, just for your smile.]

Bahhh.

2007-08-21T16:11:00.000+08:00

Currently, this is how i feel like:

The reason is, it's the first time i'm satisfied with the hair i just made and it turned out that i don't have to go out le. Anyway, i'm noob at it, so don't laugh. Seriously, i think i need a tutor for that. Bwaaa. Nvm nvm. I shall continue mapling.

Btw, she was so cute. She saw the first 2 numbers of the bus and ran to board the bus and only know that it's the wrong bus after looking at the queue where her ex-classmate was at. I laughed and she's angry with me. :/

[Boring day in a boring room.]

Unbelievable?

2007-08-20T23:52:00.000+08:00

I survived with a cup of milo, chocolate fondue and 2 apple pie today! w00ts.
Alright. :/ Nothing to be proud of.

Anyway, woken up today at 11am (miracle) by her call. Didnt manage to catch Secret cos i was late for 20 minutes. I tried my best to rush there le. :( Sorry.

Then had chocolate fondue with her friends @ cine. Kind of sick of chocolates right now. :/

Hmmm. Going job hunting tomorrow with Charis and hopefully there's some good news.

[I'm sorry for these days.]

Before going to lalaland...

2007-08-19T04:15:00.001+08:00

It's 4.15am when i'm typing this. T.T

I've been sleeping at 4am+ ever since school holidays for me started. (And waking up only after 12pm) Mainly playing maple. I know i'm childish. I know. :/

('(O O)') <-- This is how i feel like.

Anyways, i admit i'm a total failure cos i didn't dare to go for any interviews today (and forever). Baaahhh. I won't get any jobs. *sad background music*

Well, going RP (hopefully) to catch some pretty awesome volleyball match tomorrow, or should i say today at 12pm.

Baahhhs. Got nothing to blog about anymore. Tata.

[I think i don't deserve to have you.]

Dedicated to my dearest girl

2007-08-17T01:22:00.000+08:00

I love my baby.

守在你身旁是我对你的承诺，因为改变我的人是你。

在我惊慌失措时，伸出援手的是你。
在我快乐无比时，分享喜悦的是你。
在我自暴自弃时，聆听我的也是你。
在我寂寞伤心时，安慰我的还是你。

自从你出现后，我的世界再也不是一片黑暗。

是你，让我看见了彩虹。
是你，让我听见了笑声。
是你，让我了解这一切。
是你，让我真的动了心。

You tolerated my temper,
accepted my flaws,
cheered me up,
brightened up my days with just a simple smile.

I love you for what you are,
not because of what you'll become,
now and forever.

I still rememebered the times when...

♥ We always make our way to Plaza Sing just to watch movie.

♥ We went to Sentosa, hoping to get ourselves tanned, but only you did.
♥ We made our own spaghetti at my house.
♥ We'd spend a long time walking around Carrefour.

♥ We'd always hang out at the Esplanade and stayed till very late.

♥ We'd always drink the bubble milktea whenever we see the shop.

♥ We'd always go to the library every weekend to study.

♥ Your mum made me banana cupcakes.
♥ You made sushi, pizza and muachi for me.

♥ You'd join the games i'm playing even though you didn't really like them at first.

I love the times when...

♥ I always believe your lies.

♥ I always take chances to kiss you in public.

♥ I always lose to you when we start to argue.

♥ I always mispronounce my words and you laugh like mad.

♥ I always ask you for a kiss whenever possible but usually rejected.

♥ I always say "I know it" when you say "I miss you" and you were angry after that.

♥ I always tell you about my plans when i wanted to keep it a secret.

♥ I always wanted to lean on you and you said i'm gay.

♥ We always chat on the phone till i get scolded.

♥ We always do stupid stuffs in the public.

♥ We always laugh at how others dress or look.

♥ We always people-watch and blog-read.

♥ You always pinch my fats.

♥ You always play with my hand when we're watching movie.

♥ You always believe i'm angry when i was actually lying.

♥ You always say it's Macdonald, KFC delivery, M1 customer service whenever you answer my calls.

♥ You always talk to me about what happened during class.

♥ You always whine when you wanted something.
♥ You always say my taste is bad.
♥ You always deny the things you've done and said it was me who did it.

♥ You always act like you're going to cry when i'm going to scold you.

♥ You always say "Na Li You?" when you have nth to argue back.

♥ You always want the last word.

♥ You always say i'm fat, ugly and stupid.

♥ You always beat me for nothing.

♥ You always want me to say how much i love you when i couldn't say it out.

♥ You always like to make me feel jealous and force me to tell you i am when i kept denying.

♥ You always tolerated my temper which happens occasionally.

♥ You always say my English sucks or have poor command of language.

♥ You always say i'm naggy.

♥ You always tell me to give you wake up calls but you've never woke up to my calls.

♥ You always use weird tone to sing or talk which made me laugh the shit out.

I'm sorry for those I've forgotten

and I love you for all I've remembered.

Lol?

2007-08-15T20:04:00.001+08:00

I'm just bored...

Btw, i know this skin sucks. I'll probably make a new one soon. :/

Credits: Comic Life.